Thursday, December 29, 2011

BRAINRUSH II

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Brainrush was quite a thriller with unanticipated turns and twists until the very end. A story that started in California, traveled to Venice and Afghanistan to end back in the sunny valley of Redondo, CA. The plot has everything - bad ass guy trying to wage a jihad, a normal ex-army dude whose brain suddenly develops superhuman abilities, aliens, death defying stunts to rescue the love of his life, etc. It's got it all! Its a kind of book that would make a cheesy but entertaining movie.

It made for a pretty good mindless read so after I finished it, I went hunting for part II to find out what happens with our superhuman guy with this amazing brain. Also the die-hard jihadi from Book I hasn't been killed yet so I was sure he would make an appearance in the sequel; which he does. The book opens to all sorts of actions with the jihadis on the tail of our hero, his love and his friends (the ones who assisted him in Afghanistan). Anyway, long story short, for now I'll keep reading and see where this overwhelming sequence of events takes us.

For a new author, the story line is really not bad. He hooks you in and keeps you engaged, the thing most first time writers dread whether they will be able to do. My only suggestion to the author is to concentrate on 1 or 2 sub-plots at a time. Trying to mush in everything makes the reader feel saturated. Part I was going well until the alien thing came up. Granted it gave the story a nice sub-plot but not sure if it was really necessary.

Christmas was spent with part I; I'll go into the New Year with part II. Happy 2012! May the New Year bring us peace, satisfaction and make us thankful for everything this wonderful life has offered!

Thursday, December 22, 2011

BRAINRUSH

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The Bhagavad Gita took its toll on me. By the end, I was absolutely overwhelmed and waiting to finish it. The message of the scripture is very powerful but after a long while, my fleeting mind wanted something a little less serious to dwell on. I, however, did not give up on it and was relieved when it finally got done.
With all the upcoming holiday sales, Kindle books are a dime a dozen! This meant I could splurge on a few without busting out my wallet. And splurge I did. Add to the fun, I received a secret santa $25 gift certificate for Amazon! So bubbling with excitement; I don’t know how to spend my newly discovered riches!
Back to the Kindle sales, hundreds of books are going for less than $5 so I took the chance and bought a few  from lesser known authors but with good reviews. One of them that I now have started reading is called BRAINRUSH. Not sure why its all caps, but that’s the way it is.
Anyway, so the book is about this ex-army tough guy who was diagnosed with some sort of cancer (I forget which) a few years ago and fought back until it went into remission. Everything was hunky-dory until a few months ago when the cancer returns, this time as a tumor in the brain. The scene opens with him lying in an MRI scanner when the power suddenly goes off and he gets knocked around as a result. When the power finally comes back on, pissed, he gets off the machine and makes his way home, realizing something in his gray cells is not the same.
He has become a savant and has developed an eidetic memory. Now, he is a good guy so there has to be a bad guy lurking around somewhere. Turns out the bad guy is in Venice, in charge of this really big hospital for autistic children. On the face of it he appears to want to change the children’s lives and study them to prevent the disease from affecting others, blah blah but in reality he wants to understand how some of these children have these superhuman capabilities – able to learn a new language in a month, paint a Picasso and so on so he can use them on normal humans and make them deadly Al Qaeda weapons, yikes!
So one thing leads to another and the good guy comes to the bad guy’s attention. We’ll see what happens next. To be honest, it’s really not a bad version of events so far. The author is doing a good job of holding the story together and consequently the interest of his reader. Apparently there is a Part II as well.
I am ringing in the holidays with some travel, some mindless reads and family. Hope you enjoy yours too, under the Christmas tree, with a glass of eggnog; preferably with rum; opening presents and sharing some laughs with people that in the end matter the most.
Wish you a warm and happy holiday season!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

The unknown life

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This morning I came across a beautiful article that talked about how the righteous always face an up-hill battle but for the wrong doers, things seem to be a lot easier. Somehow, I agree with that. It's always easier to eat up a piece of cookie or devour a yummy chocolate cake but so much harder to say no and walk away from it. I know the article meant about more intense things in life - upholding dharma, being kind, etc. - but I think these things are also a part of it.

I am in no way obsessed with the way I look and what weight I carry but I take care of my body because this is the vehicle I need in order to learn from life and ensure I walk the right path. If my body is not sound, my mind will be caught up in the disease and naturally other, more important things, will take a back seat. It is not about eating little but eating right.

The article further went on to say calamities happen with everyone and it is impossible to determine the cause or the reason for these. Whenever something goes wrong in life, we always fling our hands and ask "why, God why? Why me?" When I was in India, while conversing with a young lady about something awful that had befallen her and her family, she said something that stuck with me throughout. She said, "Why not me?" Now that doesn't mean she is praying for bad things to happen to her, I'm sure quite the contrary, but when things go sour she is standing bravely to face them without complaining.

Good times and bad whirl us around on the wheel of time and life is incomplete without a taste of either. The article goes on to state things happen as a result of our actions in our past lives. Karma makes good or bad things happen. This doesn't mean the guy swindling people and getting away with it did everything right in his past life. Even if he did, he blew his chances this time around, didn't he?

The idea is sometimes we question adversity (never happiness) and wonder why it is happening. The answer is -- something from a past life has to be resolved and this is the way to get rid of it. Sometimes we question certain events and the answer is - we don't need to know why they happened yet. Perhaps at a more conducive time in the future, they will be revealed. Sometimes maybe not, because we really don't need to know why. The important thing is to learn from it and move on. Treat each experience as a lesson. Treat this universe as a school and we are students. We enter and leave based on our soul's need for education. When we graduate, we won't return. Until then we keep learning.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Distrust & disdain

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I have a problem with the word of man. We humans are a very tricky species. In order to gain power, affluence, recognition, etc. we love to manipulate. Not to say that everyone does, but given a chance the majority of us would take up the offer to deceive and derive benefit as a result.
Today I was reading the Bhagavad Gita on the bus and in one of the verses Krishna describes to Arjuna his ideal follower – someone who doesn’t eat a lot, but doesn’t eat too little either, someone who doesn’t sleep a lot but doesn’t sleep too little either. OK so I get the point; any kind of indulgence, over or under, is bad. I could abide by this not only for my spiritual well-being but for my physical sustenance as well.
So after each verse, the author launches into an explanation of the verse which in most cases is helpful since my knowledge of the spiritual realm is limited. What, however, I do not like is the author’s nonstop ability to introduce his own views in the explanations. For instance, while explaining a particular verse he puts certain class of people down by saying what they are doing is wrong or sinful or doesn’t take you to the right path. If Krishna didn’t say so in the entire scripture, who is he to claim thus? Who is he to say one class of people is better because they follow what I am preaching over the other class because they are clueless? Is it really spiritual glory to say I’m better than someone else? And if it is, I am better off without it!
Coming back to the eat and sleep verse – here the author introduces his own idea and claims anyone who sleeps for more than 6 hours is lazy. And pray tell us how did you come to that conclusion? Did divinity, who decided it not fit for Arjuna to know so, think you would benefit more from it? To give him some credit, maybe his experience taught him so but my only point is if Krishna refrained from putting a number on the hours of sleep needed why did the Bhaktivedanta guy find it impossible to stop at that as well? Yes admittedly its a small thing but it gets under my skin that people want to quantify that which is boundless!
I am not a big fan of saints – barring a few I wasn’t around to see (Jesus – yes I think he was a saint, Buddha – yes, him too and Vivekananda) I don’t like the idea of saints. Maybe I am cynical because where I grew up there were everyday tales of saints getting into women’s clothes, raiding ashrams for prostitution and in general not practicing absolutely anything they preach. It’s unfortunate because somewhere in this world lie some saints who are truly glorious and worthy of being heard. I will be happy if I find one in my lifetime.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

The Gita

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For a while now my mind has been quiet, devoid of any thoughts. This is partly responsible for my inactivity here. The other reason for the inactivity is the powerful messages I am reading leave no room for anything else. I've been indulging in the Bhagavad Gita or the Song of the Lord.

The Gita is a masterpiece and the one thing I truly love about it is the relevancy of its message. Although narrated by Krishna to the warrior prince Arjuna, on the battlefield of Kurukshetra, some 5000 years ago it can be applied to daily life even in this era. Despite being a spiritual text it is oddly human and advocates the message of doing your duty without any attachment to the outcome. Our duty lies in working towards the ultimate consciousness and in that name whatever we do -- Arjuna had to kill his cousins, uncles and teachers -- is a duty to the Lord. By this I do not mean that the Gita advocates meaningless killing, quite the contrary, but it says if all doors to justice are closed and war is the only way then so be it. BUT we must ensure that every other way has been investigated and sought out.

The 700 verses are quite overwhelming but can also provide purpose to one's everyday living. A few points, that stuck out so far, are summarized here.
  • The soul is immortal - it does not take birth nor does it die. As we throw out old garments and get new ones, the soul casts off old bodies and regenerates in new ones. In short, no one can kill you. You are immortal.
  • Whatever occurred in the past was for good, whatever happens in the future will be for your good too. Do not regret over the past or worry about the future. The only thing we can control is the present. Work on it.
  • We arrived in this world empty-handed and will return back to the Source empty-handed. Nothing is ours; this illusion of belonging is the cause of our suffering.
  • Change is the quintessential law of the Universe. Nothing in the Universe is static and we are all subject to this law.
  • We are the soul and not the body. By falsely identifying with the body we cause suffering. The body dies and disintegrates into the 5 elements with which it was formed. The soul is eternal and unchanging.
  • Surrender yourself to the will of God, receiving both success and failure with equanimity.
  • Work in the service of the Lord, never stop working but dedicate every act -- the work you perform, the food you eat, even your suffering -- to the Lord. This will release you from karma's bondage and result of actions both good and bad.

Monday, November 7, 2011

The Song of Creation

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This morning, walking to work, I had a strong desire to listen to one of my favorite hymns from the Rigveda – the Nasadiya Sukta. The Rigveda is a vast reservoir of treasures where one hymn triumphs the other in terms of poetic magnificence, its message and holding you in its grasp while everything else moves on, but the Nasadiya Sukta is special. Most hymns are for earth, wind, fire, various Gods but the Nasadiya Sukta is about cosmology and creation.  
It’s a simple chant that shows how the early man expressed his doubts of the age-long question haunting mankind – where did we come from? Who is the creator of this universe? The questions might seem simple – generations of humans since have asked them to no avail – but it’s the author’s poetic brilliance that stands apart and threatens to completely overwhelm you.
We have all wondered what came first – the hen or the egg but to write it in a way that titillates your senses and make your hair stand on your skin, defying the laws of gravity, is indeed a feat. Not only does the author convince you the questions in the hymn are central to our existence but also puts into perspective how minute and irrelevant everything else is.
Like all Vedas and other religious texts written at the time, no one knows who wrote this hymn. With the emphasis placed on the art form no one, including the author, gave significance to the idea of fame and glory. Thousands of pieces of classic literature is rampant, even today, with no one sure of their author or its origin.
My first thought on hearing the Nasadiya Sukta was the Big Bang – the primordial way in which scientists believe our universe started. There is a lot of debate about this; the central question being how could something have come out of nothing? Quite appropriately the hymn starts with “Then was not non-existent nor existent: there was no realm of air, no sky beyond it. What covered in, and where?”
It questions many things, many aspects of traditional beliefs – it tells you how there was something despite nothing but also questions how it came about. It renders the Gods helpless by simply stating they came after creation so they ought not to know anything; but also promulgates the belief of a grand master, a designer who brought about the world as we know it. Despite such ideas, it stands unconvinced, the author unable to conclude how and where things came from. The grand master may be the designer; maybe he knows how it all started but perhaps he doesn’t know either.
For me, the hymn is a paradox – it shows how even at that time there was struggle with the idea of creation. Its central message being people of that era believed there was something that created us but still couldn’t come around to accept it. For centuries since we are still struggling to understand where and how creation took place; if we are alone in the universe, if there is only one universe or a multitude of verses all with their own laws and perhaps their own unique set of creations. The language of the questions may have become complex as we learn more and more about the universe we inhabit but the basic message is identical – we may accept the idea of a grand designer or we may defy it. Either way, we are ignorant about how we came into existence.   No matter how advanced our technology is, the answer to this basic question continues to elude us.
Nasadiya Sukta - 129th hymn of the 10th Mandala of the Rigveda
Translated by Ralph T.H. Griffith
Then was not non-existent nor existent: there was no realm of air, no sky beyond it. What covered in, and where? And what gave shelter? Was water there, unfathomed depth of water?
Death was not then, nor was there aught immortal: no sign was there, the day’s and night’s divider. That One Thing, breathless, breathed by its own nature: apart from it was nothing whatsoever.
Darkness there was: at first concealed in darkness this All was indiscriminate chaos. All that existed then was void and formless: by the great power of Warmth was born that Unit.
Thereafter rose Desire in the beginning, Desire, the primal seed and germ of Spirit. Sages who searched with their heart’s thought discovered the existent’s kinship in the non-existent.
Transversely was their severing line extended: what was above it then and what below it? There were begetters, there were mighty forces, free action here and energy up yonder.
Who verily knows and who can here declare it, whence it was born and whence comes into creation? The Gods are later than this world’s production. Who knows then whence it first came into being?
He, the first origin of this creation, whether he formed it all or did not form it, Whose eye controls this world in highest heaven, he verily knows it, or perhaps he knows not.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

End of days?

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Last night, The Universe on History International kicked off a new season with an interesting episode -- Sun's evil twin, Nemesis. There is a school of thought that proposes a star called Nemesis is orbiting our Sun and every 26 million years comes close to it which causes worldwide destruction and annihilation of species. Geologists have looked at all mass extinctions caused up to today and surprisingly realized they occur exactly every 26 million years. So far this has happened about 5 maybe 6 times, the last one wiping out the gigantic dinosaurs.

The program then went on to suggest how these extinctions were a boon to mankind since they destroyed the dominant species of the time and paved the way for mammals to evolve, ultimately resulting in the human species taking over Earth. I was, however, more interested in learning about the extinctions so I went hunting.

About 73,000 years ago we had a close call with an extinction, although it didn't wipe out everyone. A massive volcano erupted on the island of Sumatra, blocking the sun's rays and reducing the Earth's temperature by 9 degrees F. Humans were reduced to only a few pockets and only about 10,000 of us survived this major catastrophe.

The event before that occurred 65 million years ago and wiped out almost everyone, along with the dinosaurs, when a giant rock was hurled from space. Now that got me thinking -- if these geeks are proposing an extinction event every 26 million years then how did we get so lucky and are still surviving? Nemesis has got to orbit close to 3 times more now but it didn't cause any events. Is the star losing its power or is some one else watching to make sure we cause our own extinction without any outside help?

I didn't finish the program; maybe they had some answers for this conflict but it definitely highlighted how fragile life is in this vastness of ever expanding and fastly accelerating universe. There is so much out there we don't know and don't understand; our solar system is but the size of a pin head in our own galaxy and perhaps doesn't even count in the unimaginable depth of space. To deny the possibility of life elsewhere is stupid but to dicount how valuable and precious life is, despite the universe's size, is naive. 10,000 to 7 billion; we've come a long way but we are never far from a lurking asteroid or comet threatening to destroy every single evidence of us ever have existed. It is not a question of if but of when. We are waiting, solemnly, for everything to be destroyed and for the cycle of life to renew. It would just be a whole lot nicer if we waited without causing so much destruction of our own.